the timetable wasn't a success too many things caught up.. can't bother to explain




i have been screwing up my school life for the past month. piling tutorials, merely passed test ...
NOT what i expected it would be. i seem to be losing the zest to keep up with my work. ACTIVE PARTICIPATION don't bother me... test don't urge me to study. 3 out of 5 days i go home at 9++pm... picking up a pen seems like carrying a cow.. the brain stops functioning, and laziness lurks over you. all you wanna do is SLEEP!

yup, but i am gonna make changes right now... i must not be in the back of the group. i must score nearly full marks for all test to catch up with my mates. tutorials must be done before lessons. i must get the 500 dollars at the end of the year ( this is not my real goal) :)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BE THE CREAMIEST CREAM OF THE CROPPIEST CROP!!!!!

to do that i have to organise my time really well... which has a degree of difficulty for me. i'm not one who can follow timetables... and also pay attention during class!!! i remember in the start of sec 3, how i paid full attention in class. this is not a problem if the teacher is not a dull one... early sleeps are unlikely to work because of homeworks if i were to do them. so spirit is the thing, keep the learning spirit up...MIND OVER MATTER.
secondly, mine and many other's weakness.. play.
play can get me out of work mode for the entire day... so again, mind over matter... also some drive to lead me away from temptations... it's all about self-control.
thirdly eliminating the unhealthy habits that are hindering my growth
for example: 1)to visit the dear laptop at least once everyday even though there's nothing to do with it, then stay hanging in repeated websites when there's nothing to do online.
2)to sit in front of the appealing tv while doing homework. really really bad... sometimes switching on the tv when there's no nice shows. which also catches my attention somehow.
3) fidgeting when doing my work. i can start from sitting in front of the desk, and end up lying on the sofa. btw intervals of 15 mins, i take a stroll around my house.
i think that's all, i am not really bad.




it is really weird to talk to someone that u know but you just can't remember how she looks like. and u are just talking to reply her... get the feeling???


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just wanna laugh out loud


finally got the hang of mahjong.
guess what?
i won the first game i played
it is not purely beginner's luck :)